ready to burst (and burst forth)
Wow. You did a great job capturing that feeling. Even though I have not been in any military or war situation, I do feel this tension of being involved and not involved in the hurt of the world, whilst also being happy in my bubble.
I think this capture of such tension is an important contribution to the converstation, that somehow is always too simplified to make sense.
Beautiful. That insha'Allah was an interesting addition. I use and hear that that word almost daily, but coming from you it says a lot about your experience. Hope that car of yours brings you many more bubbles of joy 🐈